Gold Lion.

My stomach hurts, and I bit almost all my nails. I think I'm nervous.
I can't sit still either which has been good, I've gotten lots done and been pretty productive. Even sitting visiting with a friend my hands are constantly moving, stitching clothing, sorting bills and mail, and photos. This week has been back to back drop ins, and hangouts and appointments. I'm going to Carman for the weekend to escape the busyness of the city.

Skinny Love.

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind.

Heaven Forbid.

I havent slept in past noon, in probably close to two years.

k maybe there was one time in there. maybe.
i got outta bed at three today. it was magnificent. unproductful, but wonderful. I decided i'll start being productful monday. lots to do! the weathers been awesome and i wanna take advantage of that too. My goals are to take lots of pictures, sort out my belongings, rest up, and enjoy this wonderful situation ive got. Ive got a couple things, appointments etc to do but i think i'll spend as much time in carman as i can. save money and take advantage of good meals!
This was my day, cause i'm wide awake. I like this.
i'm packing a little, my room is a mess!
this was my goodbye present from one guy at honda. i've wanted this moose for the past 14 months..!
busing downtown. shelley and jack!
fyxx...
jack and scott, walks.
baked expectations?
i forget what this games called.
wine.
hi fi, leigh.
lots to do...!

Push it.

today made my head spin, i'm not sure what happened yet.

but i do have the next four weeks off with pay before i go to asia... so i'm not complaining.
i'm trying not to count down, but now i'm not going to have anything else to do. i might spend next week in carman. i have tons to do, but at the same time i spent 6 days a week for the last 6 months at honda, have no idea what i'm going to do with myself now.

oh well, its thursday, i'm going out.

Burn that Broken Bed.

What I want from this
is to learn to let go
no not of you
of all that i've been told
killers re-invent and believe
and it leans on me, like a rootless tree.